tk_bowling4eva

aftermath of A'div

2006-06-03T18:47:00.000+08:00

okies.. finally i am here again... still cant get over a div where i did so bad... :( and there was hand over recently of the bowling team to our batch... some surprises... and i am not realli very happy with the ex-co.. oh but wat the hell la... i dun wanna think abt it anymore... some pple are sad.. some are happy.. some are surprised... well... wat else can i say man... :)

june hols are here.. but that is not good.. cos it means that jcts are coming real soon.. and i am dead meat... :( and i have to implement pw in the hols... oh man... so much to do but so little time... :(

okies.. i gtg out now... shall update later again after sher has done so... tataz... :))))))))

-kris-

randomed.

2006-04-09T19:41:00.000+08:00

i havent been updating here for so long. so its time i shd revive this blog.

been real tired.
with tutorials, projects and trainings.
not that i do the tutorials anyway. well i try to do them at least.

so many things that are going through my head, just that im deprived of things that i wanna do / have most...

things that i'd crave for.

been stressed. CTs soon. after hols.
sometimes. i wish i was back in sec sch, with a diff group of ppl.
the bowlers and my present friends.
not say i dont cherish my class. but i just could click with all of em.
i'm happy to be at SA. wouldnt know how i'd feel at TJ...
maybe God was right in putting me at SA.

kris, when are we gonna hang out again? next time in june?
hmmmmmmm.

-sherz

blank-ness

2006-03-26T19:25:00.000+08:00

i tell u now... i hate putting on a front... i totally hate it to the core... and thanx for making do that so often... cant u all just leave me alone.. let me die there.. thank you loads man.. i can only say wateva in my head all the time... i am gonna blow someday and seriously... u dun wanna see that... everything isn't going too well... i think i just need to cry it all out... like i haven't cried in a thousand years... :( totally no mood to type anymore... i just wanna forget everything that happened.. erase it from my entire life... give me a piece of blank paper.. i need it so much now..

-kris-

New Lease of Life

2006-01-20T23:42:00.000+08:00

erm.. well.. i have realli been busy.. the earliest i go home is 1.15pm and the latest is 7+.. have 2 trngs a week.. starts at 5 and ends at 7.. loads of running though.. i ran 3.8 km tis week.. which is like.. super long distance.. wanna die alr.. everyweek need to run liddat leh! omg la.. -faints- anw.. so ya.. by the time i reach home.. i will be like super tired.. and i have loads of tutorials and lecture notes to read up on.. which is totally bad.. jc is demanding.. very demanding... :) tjc has been fine i guess.. the people there are realli very nice.. i love my class.. ;) other than that.. tjc is not at all appealing.. but its either tj or vj.. theres no third choice.. so ya.. =D

hmm.. i was selected as treasurer of the class.. and there are loads of notes to pay for in tjc.. seriously.. its costing alot.. and pple will only complain when i collect money.. which is so unneccessary.. smth is building up inside of me.. and if i blow up.. everyone will suffer.. so stop complaining and think of the bigger picture.. some guys just dun get it.. dun trust me den appoint me for wat?.. just because i take abit more money from u doesn't mean i pocket the money rite.. thats like so wrong la.. stupid guy.. feel like slapping him on the face.. even if u meant it jokingly.. it hurts.. dun do it.. thats an advice.. i finally realised that the job of the treasurer is so not easy.. the accusation part is the hateful part..

tjc bowling is small.. i am the only j1 girl who noes how to bowl now.. and my team is quite fun la.. like i said.. the pple are nice.. :) wei xin.. billy.. rodney.. qing hui and everyone else all very cute people.. <3

mass dances in tj are quite nice.. the leg movements are like super alot.. running man.. kicking and stuff.. running man is the hardest.. but once u get the technic.. its easy.. and i got it... yay! the dances look cooler with the running man and leg movements.. very nice.. :) although its hard to learn.. but i like to learn.. its fun.. very fun.. and everyone dance together.. its seriously damn cool...

hmm... enuff abt school.. i bought nike running shoes recently.. cost 160 bucks.. ex sia.. but very cushy.. very nice.. i need to build up my stamina.. if not i will die soon enuff after pe.. <3

haix.. i hate friday.. cos i ran 2.2km today.. and trained for 2 hrs.. super tired now.. and i need to go for bbq tomorrow.. i wanna rest okay.. but... not very nice to not turn up.. and moreover the money is with me.. i have to go.. which sux considering my tired state now.. so i shall seriously go and sleep le.. if not i will have difficulty staying awake tomorrow.. :0 -yawn-

time is realli not enuff.. i will try my best to update on my life.. try my very best.. okies la.. good nite den... wish u a great weekend ahead.. :)

-kris-

not dead. dont worry.

2006-01-17T00:44:00.000+08:00

=D

the title says it all.

p.s ROLLING STONES OG 4 rules it all. <33

Resigned to fate?/hk trip

2005-12-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

hit one big bad patch recently.. realli big bad patch.. it has made me realise that life isn't always fair sometimes... even though u have the capability to do stuff... things just dun go your way.. and that realli sux... when u see people whom u pass by.. they are more fortunate then u even though they are not wat they realli are.. comparing urselves with them... the feeling is unbearable.. those who have been thru wat i am gg thru now will prob understand.. life is realli hard... some people dun even need to fight for things n they just get it.. but others fight hard but come back empty handed.. u have the capability doesn't mean that u will succeed in wateva u do.. thats wat i learnt from my lesson now.. luck will bring u to a place of paradise..

i dun realli hate u.. but the incident has made my realise that its realli unfair to me.. i dun even have the chance to be in ur shoes.. i dun even have the luck like u... i just feel that god is realli being unfair to some of us.. we worked so hard but in the end.. we ended up with nothing... nothing at all... so wat if we realli studied?! so wat if i am smarter den u?! u are in a better place den me... u are much more fortunate den me.. at least u can realise ur dream.. i dun even get the chance to realise my own dream.. after working so hard.. i am left no where.. well if thats my fate.. i detest my fate.. hoping that it wld be better 2 mnths later...

okies.. i feel better after crying now... shall talk abt my hk trip... :)

it was actualli quite cold in the morning but in the afternoon there was sun.. so it was fine.. did lots of shopping there... when i got down the plane.. took a train to the kwoloon station where there was a bus to take us to the hotel.. train was amazing fast... quite nice experience... :) when we reached hotel... my dad had to meet a client in shenzhen.. so my mum and i went to harbour city to shop... hmm... i bought a mango jacket and an espirit scarf.. my mum bought a long sleeve shirt from espirit.. basically.. we just went to those shops which had sales and there were so many! harbour city is damn big la! bigger den suntec i think... lol.. my leg walk until pain le.. we ate at some jap restaurant and i noticed christmas decorations on the buildings.. they were made into pictures.. damn nice... :) too bad i din take photos.. lol.. den we went opposite the hotel to look see and found a dessert shop... not bad u noe.. the dessert... :) hmm drank papaya fresh mikl.. nice! :) den back to the comfy hotel rm and slept...

the next day we went to disneyland! lol... took a train there... quite fast bah.. alot of pple though... alot alot of walking... the train was nice... the windows were like the shape of mickey mouse... so cute rite... :) when we reached.. we realised that there were different prices for tickets on weekdays and weekends.. lol... 350 hk for each person... which is abt sin 76 dollars.. quite ex... the place was so small la... compared to japan... hk disneyland is small... 4 worlds.. main street usa.. tomorrowland.. adventureland and fantasyland.. main street usa was like shopping all the way... tomorrowland had space mountain.. the most scary ride in hk disneyland... i find that it was more scary den the japan one... the japan one like dun have any sudden drops.. but hk have more... so more scary.. i screamed la... =x den there was tis shooting game.. quite fun actualli... japan dun have it... :D

basically... i sat only these two rides.. the rest were shows... the shows were realli nice... lol... singing and dancing... :) hmm... took photos... oh ya... i reached there like at 11am... left at 8+! i have nv spend such a long time at disneyland before la... lol... one whole day! we stayed on actualli for the fireworks... its realli nice!!!! omg la... photos will be shown later.. lol... my dad took video... damn nice... the fireworks were superb... den they even made the place snow.. but the snow was actualli soap bubbles.. lol.. quite lame actualli! :)))

the rest of the next day was shopping and shopping... went scouting for bags and shoes... came back with a limted edition k.swiss shoe.. and the 'chicken' brand shoe.. forgot how to spell the name... the things there were ex lo... :) but i din manage to find bags... came back with no bag.. actualli lur lur ask me to help her buy.. but i din find any.. lol.. so sorrie to lur lur! XD

but one thing is that... i din get enuff time.. because of the demostrations that were gg on on the hk island.. my dad din wanna go to causeway bay.. but eventually we did... for a while... i saw lots of nice bags.. but none seemed to attract me.. except for the playboy bag.. but my dad said that the brand did not suit me.. so i din buy it... :(

hmm... the trip was actualli quite fun la.. just not enuff time and the demostrations spoilt stuff...
:( the flight back was quite pleasant.. except that there were jerks sitting in front of us.. and the stupid chair spoilt... so the person sitting in front of me had his chair constantly all the way down... dammit.. so stupid.. i couldn't even eat properly! watched the movie: The Island... nice! quite fresh storyline... :)

okies.. the hk trip was shopping la.. so nothing much to write... i will prob write more when i return from japan... i am leaving on the 29th of Jan which is the first day of chinese new year... LOL... coming back on the 3 of feb.. gg with my uncle and his friends... staying at the grand hyatt... posh hotel... shall write abt it when i come back... gonna miss school for 3 or 2 days actualli... :)))) chinese new year in japan! nice nice nice... :)

hope that the rest of my life wld be smooth sailing... going to japan to pray for my dream... hoping that it will come true... =D

-kris-

Finally back

2005-12-08T18:43:00.000+08:00

-waves- we are not dead la.. just abit lazy to post smth... haix... the results are gonna be out soon for posting... omg... pray that i will get into the vjc... =D hong kong trip is coming!!! next week!! ahaha.. shopping spree!! hmm... the hols are so short.. ending so soon alr... ahhhh~ anw... have been playing ragnarok these few days... and reading the da vinci code... i slept at 4.30am last night... =D erm erm... Os were fine i guess... just hope that they dun mark so strictly... so that i can get a 7 or 8... =D oh ya.. my bowling sux now... man... i need to train.. the selections of my youth team was horibble... -cry-

erm.. shall post again... sherlene its ur turn! -smilex-

-kris-

O'S ARE OVERRRRRRR!

2005-12-08T14:36:00.000+08:00

HELLOS WORLD.
in case we were forgotten, we're still alive, as a matter of fact.

many things have gone by, ever since 10 dec aye?
hurhur.

elis is in indo alr! :'(
kristen, better get this blog up and going.
i've decided to change its layout. searching for pix. :)

taaaa~ -sher-

aftermath of prelims

2005-10-10T17:40:00.000+08:00

hi.. so long haven't been here.. ok i just went to sherlene's blog.. did i not comfort u.. did u ever listen to wat i said?.. did u ever understood my plight?.. i wld say that maybe u understood to a certain extent.. i tried very hard to be a friend.. but sometimes.. i too need a friend.. just like u.. i need a listening ear.. and whenever i pour out my sorrows to u.. u say that i am not sympathsing with u.. i too am human.. i too have times when i feel down.. i wld not say that i was there for u all the times when u were down.. but at least i was there sometimes.. i admit that there were times that i neglected u as a friend.. but it wasn't intentional.. and everytime u wld say that i have lots of excuses.. do i?.. let me answer u once and for all now.. not even one excuse.. wat i said before was all true.. so dun accuse me.. dun get the wrong idea.. i am not trying to spoil our friendship here.. but i just wanna say wat has been in my heart for a long time... prelims were bad.. yes it was bad.. u dun compare the marks now.. for me.. the prelims is a battle against myself.. the battle that i wanted to win badly.. so u dun say that i was trying to make u feel worse.. i am not in the top 10% okie.. that is too much.. my dream means so much to me as it is to u.. dun underestimate my dream.. i am feeling sad because my dream is on the verge of shattering.. if i cannot get into vjc.. the feeling is worse den death.. i am in as much pain as u are in.. dun ever estimate the pain that i am going through.. tis is wat was in my mind all along.. i just felt that i needed to say something after reading the 'YOU'.. i shall make tis clear first.. firstly i dun noe whether the YOU is me... but it shld be.. if i had misunderstood.. i still wld like to say out the above from the bottom of my heart. [some people look like they are made of invincible material, but never underestimate how fragile their heart is.] i still wanna wish elis and sherlene a very good O levels.. may all ur wishes come true.. and i hope to see u in vjc sherlene.. u can make it.. with u capability, i believe u can. u still have yet to unleash the 'power' within u. i hope that our friendship is not affected by the long story above.. we just need mutual understanding sometimes.. everyone shld learn to give and take..

-kris-

sadsadSAD

2005-08-18T16:26:00.000+08:00

blahsss.... i dont feel like updating. am having a terrible stomach ache given to me by eating cold cheese cake (secret recipe's) for breakfast. =X

ANW. im scared. i feel so useless. so immoblile.
i feel like im starting to slack again once i try to work harder.
life is so unpredictable.

and my chinese results are disgraceful.
and considering my very fu zha chinese bkgrnd...
it's even more disgraceful.
*note to self: MAGGIE MUST JIAYOU TOO!*

not sure what went wrong.
but i guess i've gotta pull myself up again.
and im so grateful for my friends who tried to be there.
kris, yl, yx, kency, sp, lixin, ghis.
i know i've been saying so many times,
BUT THANKSSSS! =)
esp to kency and yx.
hahaa. :)

ok i gotta study again.
bye
-sherz

chinese Os!!!

2005-08-13T16:51:00.000+08:00

okie.. hiya.. i got back my chinese Os results at 1.30+ on friday the 12th of august.. and i am realli happy about my results.. thankew for everything.. :))))))))

to sherz... "dun be so demoralised.. its not the end of the world.. just study abit harder for chinese and do the same for the rest of the subjects.. and u will be fine.. i believe in you.. u must believe in urself k.. we are all behind u.. ALL THE WAY.. go sherlene ong!!! :))))))))) jiayou all the way!!!"

to all my other frenz who did not do so well in the chinese Os.. dun be sad.. u have another try.. do ur best and dun let urself down again.. u can do it de!!! okie den.. :)))))))))) ps: just wanna say.. the teachers how come so fake de.. say wat.. very good very good.. so stupid.. den gimme a merit only lo.. so stupid.. i am not being a jerk or wat la.. but i just dun like it.. seriously.. i was sure of the distinction la.. den come back.. merit only!!!! :(((((((( thats the only thing i dun like.. wo bu fu qi!!! :(((((((

my english oral is on monday!!!! how how how?! so scared la.. i realli need the distinction tis time.. english need to do well.. at least a A2.. shld be can.. :)))))))))))) prelims are approaching fast.. i need a 7 or 8.. den can minus 1.. den can go vjc.. need-ta work on my english and humanities though.. i can do it de.. everyone can do it de!!!! believe in urself k!!! nothing is impossible.. only we humans make things impossible for us... miracles befall about one thousand people in the world everyday.. why cant it be you or me? even if we dun have miracles.. we can succeed according to our abilities.. wait for me my dream... here i come..! :))))))))))))))) *i hope i can pass mock history* -praying for ur guidance from up above-

-kris-

life has to go on

2005-07-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i haven't been here in a long while.. i like the song.. ^_^ *replays it on wmp* hahax.. hmm.. prelims is in one month.. although my basics are sorta dere.. but i still scared.. *shivers* i realli have to do very very well for my prelims.. i wanna go vjc!!! =) study study and study.. i dun like it.. but i have to make friends with 'stress'.. i have no choice.. students are students.. the ultimate goal is to get into uni and den into society.. probably we will dread working life.. but thats is life.. we can only make the best out of it.. i just wanna make it to vjc now.. and after Os.. i will be very happi.. but i realli wanna noe that i have done well for Os.. and not brood over wat i have not done properly.. so i have to study real hard.. having done up my timetable.. shld be okie.. quite on task.. hehe..

to sherz.. dun be so sad.. its alr to be sad.. but nv give up.. ^^

super classic was fun.. although remy got out.. but at least i went to support him.. jason belmonte's bowling style is realli unusual.. 2 hands.. but his bowling is so good.. he looks like a 30 year old guy thou... when kuok-en told me he was 19.. i was shocked!.. manz.. anw.. it is my last trng tom.. i am gonna miss ti-ti-na-na.. -sobbbbb- i gonna miss lots of pple... i cant wait for 18th of nov!!! i am just like comforting myself that time will pass real fast.. *prays*

hokay.. its time for me to go.. i wont be updating anytime sooner.. take care!!!

-kris-

i hate me.- to the core. "sherz

2005-07-21T19:47:00.000+08:00

BLOCKS WERE A BUNCH OF CRAP.

I HATE MY LIFE.

KRISTEN TAN, TELL ME TO JIE AN SHUN BIAN BAHHHH! =(

LIFE IS SUCHA WASTE ... ESP WITH ME LIVING IN THIS WORLD.

AHHH. I HATE ME.

its me// sherlene

2005-07-12T19:30:00.000+08:00

i feel like ending it all.

im depressed. upset.

its like. when i seriously need help from people, they are not sensitive.
and they think im annoying. all i wanted was to ask a pathetic question.
and, no one can help me?

what kind of world is this?!

but when people need help, i'm happy to help them.
cos... zuo ren wei kuai le zhi ben.

but it doesnt seem so otherwise.

i dont know why it happens this way.

i know im short-tempered and all. but i guess no one can actually put themselves in my shoes. where... i live a lonely life.

i dont have many cousins and i'm not very close to them either.
my closest cousin is a total idiot. he insults me. taunts me. and basically treats me like shit.

somehow,

i wish i was born a different person.
i wonder how it'll feel to be a sibling of someone.

but they will never understand, what its like to be me.

go away phagocytes

2005-06-28T17:32:00.000+08:00

haix.. blocks.. are stupid.. the bio paper was extremely stupid.. can anyone tell me why the bio paper turned out liddat?.. omg la.. i just hope to get a 60.. amaths was okie.. except for the stupid 8 mark question.. THAT QUESTION WAS EASY LIKE MAD.. the 8 marks were practically already in my hands.. i grasped it.. but in the end.. because of my stupid mindset.. i let half of it fly away.. DAMN! feel like killing myself now.. DAMN LA..! :( arghhhhh..

there is still chem.. emaths.. physics.. left.. haix... and i have O LEVEL ORAL ON THURS! wat the hell la.. the stupid person onli told me today! when my oral is like the day after tomolo.. DAMN IT! at least must give some time to prepare and relax myself rite.. so rush.. BAD TIMING.. :(

everything isn't going the right way.. i am stressed and it will be overwhelming as time passes by.. it will engulf me.. *ahhhhhh* :( maybe i shld type out a mindmap on every chapter.. bio the most important one.. maybe the mindmap will help me remember better.. but since now i have the CAs.. i shall start on friday... i will do one chapter alternate days.. hoping to finish by end of july.. den i shall have all the notes ready by end of july.. den i can start on my third round of revision.. den i can have a whole one and a half month to prepare for pre-lims.. den hopefully i can reach my targets for prelims.. *looking at the sky*

been a bit down lately.. dun noe because of wat oso.. CAs?.. maybe.. partially.. hmm.. i am messed up la.. *knocks head* i need to wake up from my dream.. my nightmare! i am looking forward to the day when i can play com until 5 am in the morning and no one shouts at me for doing that.. i need my freedom back.. my long awaited freedom! i miss you so much! and i am also looking forward to my brand new bed! yay! :) i wanna indulge once again in my care-free lifestyle.. i wan it all back! i am deprived of time.. :(

okie.. i shall go and study chem now.. god please let me get at least a B3 for chem.. i wanna reach my targets for blocks.. !!! *vanishes to study chem or hopefully physics too*

INITIAL D; SHERLENE

2005-06-24T20:14:00.000+08:00

ok i changed layout. hahahhaha. =) was bored yest.
and now. i have to mug for blocks la! shittay. =/
so i cant update much.

to end off,
E D I S O N is mineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
elis! dont snatch with me!!
whahahahhahahahaha. =P he's so shit shuai la.
i regret not gg for the gala premiere, then can
shake/hug/ask for auto! wah lao.
ahhhh!
INITIAL D.! EVERYONE MUST WATCH OK!
link here : http://sherlene.velvetkisses.net for the synopsis.
hahaha. 'so-called' la.

lets welcome back ms sherlene!

2005-06-15T11:36:00.000+08:00

sherz.. welcome back! (((: *applause*

okie.. its alr the third week of the hols.. and.. i am glad tt i have been doing wat i am supposed to do.. i have done at least everything.. covered at least everything.. so ya.. but still the pressure of the Os has been putting me down lately.. i feel alr the 60% pressure.. its like gonna come full force real soon.. ))): haix.. of course besides studying.. i have also been playing and reading.. just bought a book called 'angels and demons' by dan brown.. i bought it on sunday.. i finished it yesterday.. heh.. its realli veri nice.. cool book.. everyone shld read it.. it is about science and religion.. how pple fight just because they believe that science and religion is cannot be complementary.. and the existence of an ancient brotherhood called Illuminati.. and that Roosevelt was a Mason.. and that a thing called ANITMATTER existed.. whoa.. i have come to know alot of stuff after i read this book.. its realli brilliant!! u realli should read it.. it broadens your knowledge and at the same time gives u the thrill of a rollercoaster ride..

since i have read angels and demons.. i am now reading da vinci code.. yay.. i think it will be another nice story.. love dan brown.. heh.. so i am off to read my book and to study and to play.. *multi-tasker* take care!!

WELCOME ME BACK PLS.

2005-06-04T00:28:00.000+08:00

SHERLENE

hellos. im back.

feel like changing template.
shall search for pix when i feel like it.
AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

okay. semester 1. in the blink of an eye.
snort. like i did so well eh. go and die ah.
if i did well. i'd have updated long ago.

=/ really tired now.
had class gathering just now.
seoul garden !
maybe the bowlers shd go there tooo~
=) then invite mr yeo, mr zaini... etc.
HAHAHHAHAHAHA.

snort. funny idea.

-NATIONAL AGE GROUP-
wah someone has been training hard eh?
whoa... and i havent bowling since roll-off?
WHAHAHA. =(
BUT i wanna go shopping!
window-shopping. cos my dad's going to perth.
so can ask him buy stuff. heh.

oohyes. YA KUN ICE-CREAM TOAST IS NICE.
elis; i tell you la. raspberry is nice ok.
HAAA. ok.
sleep/emath time. bye.

-i'm gna burn the emath tys and drink it if i have to.

aint that below cute? they're actually cupcakes...

sho sianzzzz...

2005-05-22T14:49:00.000+08:00

i shld be studying now i noe.. but sianzz.. haix.. no mood... trng was fun!! lol.. had to do 30 push ups.. hahax.. but shiqi was going like.. 1..16..17..25...30. ta da! finished!! ((((((: whoa.. i am realli slacking like mad lehx.. shit manz.. die le.. sho dead.. haix.. i oso dun noe why.. dun have mood to do anything!! ahhhhh... someone help me.. i am here to waste time.. anw.. veri long oso nv update le.. hehe.. i am here to write crap.. i will crap more nxt time.. in the near future.. *disappears to do some constructive work* =x

-kris-

screwed up larx

2005-05-08T14:52:00.000+08:00

haix.. my amaths test is screwed.. shit manz.. i think heaven is making a fool of me.. i realli dun noe wat to say.. i wanna cry.. got abit of phobia liaox.. die.. i noe its not the end of the world.. but i realli cant believe myself.. sux..
anw.. trng tis morning was sucky.. damn sucky.. i realli wanna go die le.. so lan!!! cant believe my score... shit manz.. i realli nv slp enuff... hand not cooperating wif me.. argghhhh...everything sux!!!
went support team yest.. lol uncle rick team was rival team.. hahax.. had a feeling tt he felt awkward seeing me.. dun ask me why.. u shld noe wat i mean.. anw.. won 5-0.. so happi.. me and tina was so ebil.. thinking the worse would happen to someone in the rival team... hahax.. den sometimes it realli happen.. so funni... sorrie to say... but i realli think tt the rival team the standard realli is... =x haix.. the coach realli need to work hard.. instead of preaching all day long... (seriously no offence) so fun yest.. shouting clapping.. ears gg deaf.. lol.. interclub is realli sho competitive.. the scores are like way up high...
o.O anw saw many pple tt i din expect to see... got from *ahem skool 1.. got realli lots.. bowling centre was damn small larx at ssc.. wow.. 10 lanes onli lorx.. the supporters were like packed?.. i think arx.. so far.. nsrcc the bowling centre biggest.. lol.. *lucky!
yay.. i can watch kingdom of heaven!! hahax.. wan yee say orlando bloom veri romantic.. lol.. but i think the guy at the cinema will ask for my ic larx.. if he doesn't ask.. hoho.. then dun need so ma fan..
so bored... rag server down.. arggh.. anw.. gtg.. tata... tc guys!!!^^

-kris-

luv all my frenz

2005-05-01T17:00:00.000+08:00

i realli love the song.. its so meaningful.. and makes old memories come back..

the old days will always be remembered.. i will always cherish the days tt i had in tk.. it would be the best secondary school years of my life.. whether good or bad.. i will always remember how we went through thick and thin.. how my life changed.. how u have made a difference to my life.. no matter wat become of us in the future.. or even where we are.. i believe tt the memories would stay wif us foreva.. bad memories.. good memories.. it makes up our life.. we cant erase them.. we should learn how to embrace them..

the days spent bowling and mugging wif all my friends.. from sec 1 all the way to sec 4.. i miss those days.. i miss all the laughter and fun.. esp the bowling team.. missed how we played and laughed together.. sherlene.. elis.. xuan wei.. steffi.. it would be veri different if the tk team din have those people..

now.. there are new additions to my friends in my life and team.. they would oso be the friends tt i will never forget.. people who leave footprints in ur life.. would never be forgotten.. i am realli very grateful to have met my friends..

i will never forget those days in stbc.. competition.. thinking back... i was realli veri foolish sometimes.. well.. i cant turn back the clock.. i cant change anything.. i onli can live wif it..

i was thinking whether we should have a haig girls get together.. hmmm.. den can see how everyone has changed.. it would be fun.. wat is realli impt abt relationships are tt they dun fate away so easily.. even if we go to different jcs.. or we are in different countries.. or even when we are 30, 40 years old.. we can still keep in touch.. still get together.. the old school days would always be remembered.. its the most funfilled days..

its fate to be friends in tis lifetime.. there are many other people out dere whom we dun noe.. why u and me.. from different walks of life.. must be in the same place at the same time?.. how did we get there together?.. how did we become the best of friends?.. its weird.. realli..

i always cherish all those friends.. no matter wat.. i wanna thank those who have helped me through the good times and the bad times.. through thick and thin... i luv ya all..

okie.. so.. enuff wif the emotional parts.. i will update soon.. since sher updated twice.. but lots of tests comin up.. so.. will try.. in the mean time.. tc all my frenz..

-kris-

memories that will always be remembered.

2005-04-30T23:23:00.000+08:00

memories- backstreet boys

Memories
The love I left behind
I still think about it
All the time

Nothing stays the same
Maybe I'm to blame
Oh I
I'd do it all again

Through these eyes
I've seen a thousand lies
And it's taken years
To realize

That nothing stays the same
And no one is to blame
But I
I'd do it all again

Doesn't really matter
If you got it right
Doesn't really matter
Who was wrong or right
All I know
Yes I know
That I can make it through
What about you?

Oooh my my
There ain't no way it's gonna change me
Cos all the fear I've left behind (where you gonna go)
And only time will tell you
What is meant to be

There's a place
I can't let go
Holding all the dreams
I used to know

I wish it was the same
I guess no one's to blame
But I
I'd do it all again

Doesn't really matter
If you got it right
Doesn't really matter
Who was wrong or right
Looking at my life today
And I'm allright
Yes I'm ok
Now I see the world in a better way
And I know
Yes I know
That I can make it through

Memories the love I left behind
I wish it was the same
I guess no one's to blame
Nothing stays the same
Everything must change
Oh I
I'd do it all again

erm... you guys might not like BSB and all, but its been 5 years. and they've finally come out with a new album ... and this song is really meaningful...

really, its the memories that matters.
the wonderful memories that we shared together.
the fun, the joy, the laughter,
the sad times, the tears, the disappointment,
really, im gonna miss tk next yr,
im gonna miss all my dear friends,
im gonna miss all the times the bowlers had together,
getting 'preachings' from rick tan,
kneel down drills from uncle francis,
all the laughter, all the crap, all the "sui arhh~~~",
everything will be missed.

and elis will be going away alr...
wonder when will all of us re-unite again?
prolly in 10 yrs time... and then maybe some of us
will be with kids, or just career-headed all the way...
some of us entrepreneurs, some of us just being tai-tais... ;)
of maybe some of us, have alr imigrated abroad to start a family...

its just got me thinking, everything has to end one day...
and only memories and photographs are the ones that can be kept...
friends are the most important beings in this world (other than ur family),
and i wouldn't know what i'd do without them...

thanks to my friends for being there.
basically YOU reading this, and to my most special bowlers:
elis and kristen,
thanks for being there and tahan-ing my moodswings...
and crap and whatever nonsense i'm made of.

--- i'd do it all again ---
with love, sherlene.

p.s hmm. i suppose i wont be updating for long... studies all coming up. :(
ohwells. no choice. our future's at stake.

im back!

2005-04-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

muahahahhaha. its time i come back and erm. update this place. hurhur. :)
anws. our class won 4/3 in debates semis! :)) yayayayay! must cheer for 4/6 in the finals kae! nt sure when tho... :)) whoohooo~ im damn happy lah. it was like a super class effort.! so.. yay!!

and im gonna change song le. haha. i hope you like it...

yepp. been pretty busy nowadays. and im too lazy to come ol for the whole day. haha. been taking lotsa naps ever since i fell sick on wed. cos im just so so so lethargic. and im having a throbbing headache now. yet, im typing this out cos kris had alr been kind to update twice. hahaa...

studies wise. i dont really have much motivation, sad to say. the imaginary "mid-yrs" are coming with SJI's starting on wed... and crescent on thurs and other schs some time arnd next week too. maybe i shd start revising mid yrs stuff. and the only subject in which i'm like 50% prepared for "mid-yrs" is a math? haha.

had a a math mock mid-yr today. sucked like ugh. haha but well. im proud that i sort of studied for it..

haha. okay. tt's abt all for today lah. lazy to type somemore.

rmbr ah. support 4/6 for debate finals kae!! :D

ragnarok rox

2005-04-19T18:56:00.000+08:00

i guess ms sherlene does not have the time to update.. so i shall do it.. haix.. chinese Os are like so near.. hope it will be easi sia.. den can at least secure a A1..

got hooked on to ragnarok recently.. its damn nice.. damn fun.. and the people dere are just so funny.. veri nice to spend time dere.. i guess its easier for me... because cuz is guild leader... hahax.. although the guild people are damn nice... some peeps are just getting on my nerves.. i dun understand why people just have to have the hp no... so idiotic.. tis guy has been pestering me like for dun noe how long.. now i veri scared to go to tt place where i always see him... when he see me arx.. he will always say 'we got yuan fen'.. damn stupid sia.. always the same line.. think i will fall for it liddat.. haix.. hope i dun meet him again.. i realli dun noe wat to say.. dun realli wanna make enemies... since i am so new in the game.. anw.. pris thinks he sounds gay... lol..

i realised tt dere are like so many guys in the game.. like the game lacks girls.. dun noe why oso... its not veri violent.. just a bit... kill here kill dere... but the people are realli veri nice... can meet new friends.. so in love wif the game... hehe...

o ya arx... dun now whether wanna go for bowler of the month anot... if gg den have to leave during trng.. hope not doing sparing tt day.. if not no strength to bowl botm...

okie... now is realli ms sherlene's turn to come and update... if not just kill her!

is life gonna get better?

2005-04-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

i hate wat i got for amaths larx!!!! damn idiotic sia... its so freakkin' stupid mistakes... i practically noe how to do the whole paper... and wat was ironic was that i didn't got full marks... damn pissed with myself now... arghhhhh! haix... i paid a high price for those stupid mistakes... it was realli stupid... primary skool standard oso cannot do... i must be crazy... just got back emaths paper todae... not satisfied... its oso damn low... ahhhhhh!... i am damn screwed larx... cant even do my maths properly... i cant even do an easy paper properly... something is realli wrong wif me... i think i realli need to wake up... wake up from my deep sleep...

did chinese zhuo wen todae... it was easi.. but think i wrote crap.. just hope tt i can get close to A1... i need the A1... did badly for oral... haix... so depressing... even other pple got higher den me... ahhhh! cant believe tt i cant even win them... =( pissed wif myself larx! i feel damn demoralised after i knew my oral results... shit manz... cant even do a simple oral well... so screwed AGAIN...

chinese Os comin'... dead liaox... haven't even finished doin' all the ting xie which is damn long and difficult... the words are just killing me can... i think my brain is gonna explode sooner or later.. the words i learnt in 4 years?!.. hate it...

hope stuff will change for the better since its alr so screwed up... by ME... just hope to realise my dreams... is tt veri difficult for a girl like me?...

-kris-

sigh. im so lost. confused.

2005-04-06T18:00:00.000+08:00

my life sucks man. and maybe bowling will sure cheer me up. that is. if i do bowl well. anyways. my sch work sucks. everything is so screwed. argh.

im sorry but. i dont have any mood to blog here.

bdiv is over. and i really had fun with you guys on the 1st. our so-called outing was great !! and we must take neos again. before elis leaves for aust... and i must visit you, elis!! but hao hao zhao dai wo ok?

and then... that's abt all. trying to keep in touch with the other bowlers too yeah? hmmms. other than that, we do talk and stuff. and i sent him the videos. the split by melissa tio was damn sui lah! and the the strikes too...

other than that. i have nothing else to say. cos im super depressed. im feeling sick all over. i dont know what to do anymore.

-goodbye y'all. it'll be quite some time before i update again.
its seriously time to buck up.

:sherlene:

moving on wif my life

2005-04-01T20:02:00.000+08:00

nats are over... well... dere's still actualli masters tom.. yeh.. so will be gg to support dear steffi... hahax... anw... i think maybe i shld move on now... since everything is alr liddat... it would be better for me to move on?.. dun even noe why am i still clinging on to it... must be crazy.. but i simply cant help it.. i realli hate myself... hate myself for not being decisive enuff... not courageous enuff... but its definitely not onli my prob... its theirs too... i realli wanna throw it all away... move on and forget.. but... haix... there will be one day tt i will move on... but its not today...

-kris-

what a nice surprise!

2005-03-31T17:03:00.000+08:00

tourney has been great so far... for me. but to all tkgian bowlers!! JIA YOU~~~ we must beat all the rest yeah! :)) esp elis! you can do it!!!

yest was surprising... didnt expect him to say hi or at least wave when the others didnt erm. even bother too? hahaha. at least he waved, kris!! lol. haiya dont be paranoid. you came back from the gui men guan!! hahah he waved! he's not angry or wadever lahhh- tsk. :S anws... yepp. and yl's gonna treat me lunch? hahaha... i said no need le... but he said... shuo dao zuo dao （说到做到）!! pei fu pei fu （佩服，佩服！）man! nan zi han, da zhang fu!! （男子汉大丈夫） :) *ok im typin in hanyu cos elis' com cant read chi. but the actual words are beside em.* ohwells.let's see how tmr. and kris, dont miss it lah. tmr's like the absolute final day alr. erm. its ur last chance? then comes prelims. which mean alot now... since it totally counts.? :(

when i think of u

2005-03-31T13:23:00.000+08:00

i hate it when u give me hope... because when i realised that everything still hasn't change for the better.. i feel that u are torturing me... is this all my fault tt my life has become liddat?... am i the foolish one to have fallen?.. i realised tt everything wasn't wat it seemed... and i feel realli like a fool... why am i curious?.. why are u torturing me liddat?.. wat have i done in my past life to have u do this to me?.. i realli wonder whether all this is true?.. or is it just a fake?.. why must u light the candle when later i have to be the one to blow it out?.. this will onli make me detest u more... i dun wan things to turn out this way... but it seems tt now... nothing is in my control..

-kris-

celebration of 16 years of my life

2005-03-27T21:34:00.000+08:00

hahax... i like the pic thingy sherlene... thanx for taking time to do it for me.... the pressie is cute... but the colour a bit weird larx... thanks anyway... so... i am officially 16 now... feel old sia... hahax... well.. shall say abit of wat happened on my b'dae... went swensens wif mx.. sam.. nash.. jam and neek... ate and ate and ate... so full k... but b4 dat.. i had a real big surprise manx.. hahax... shall not elaborate.. after the gathering in the afternoon... had buffet in the nite at raffles hotel... omg... the lamb was so nice sia... i was so full... so veri full... yupx.. tt abt my big day... now... think i am gg to die ba... i mean not actualli dying but pratically cant show my face on tt fateful comin' dae ba... haix... shit manx.. telling myself not to run away from reality... but its just so harsh... i hope i can be as natural as possible ba.. i wish for the best!.. so 2molo have tourney sia... good luck to all bowlers k... high game!.. wish for the best.. u all can do it!... anw... i think its all a mess ba... i just realised todae aft trng... its all a mess... i think there is realli smth tt i shld do... if not it will get worse den ever.. shit manx... well... tata for now... will update nxt when ms sherlene has updated... =x

-kris-

happy belated bday! :)

2005-03-25T13:00:00.000+08:00

sorry bout the sudden temporary unoccupancy of this blog as i have been super busy and have no time to even blog my own blog. hahahha.
anws. happy belated bday kris! hope u like my prez.

and yes. nats have started. and you wont die next week lah. i mean. wad's the worse tt could happen man? haiyo... and good luck to all bowlers!!! :)

yepp. and as of singles on wed... ij's doin pretty good. esp shayna!! 209 avr man. piang oiii...~ so high lah. grrh. hahahah. better than the guys too lors. sigh. and congrats to steffi who got 183 avr. (note the no- 183! =yibasan! :D) hahaha. ohwells. yepp. and my life is sorta not so good at this moment of time.
since... ive not been doing well in chem and not satisfactory in amath yet.

so i really gotta pia for tues' ca. :(( so tt's abt all. i shd go now. bb.

`sher`

half-slacking

2005-03-17T16:39:00.000+08:00

haix.. hols and wat am i doing?.. slacking like mad... actualli... not exactly slacking now.. cause stuyding history.. erm.. i am so screwed larx... chinese Os are commin'..!.. die liaox... anw... nationals are approaching liaox... haix... realli wanna go and support.. last year in tk... wanna support all the way manx.. realli hope mdm lee will approve... well... after nationals... i will get down to serious business liaox... will continue bowling.. duh.. how can skip trng?.. rite?... i hope tt during the nationals... i wouldn't die... tt's all i am hoping for liaox.. but actualli... i think not... i will surely die larx... alr half-dead actualli.. think tis year my luck not so good sia... all the bad things happen to me.. my left leg is the worse hit.. sprain then nail break then skin come off... how bad can it get huh.. but... hope my luck gets better as the days go on... i cant wait for all the tiring stress and studying to go away after the Os manx.. i will be so happy!.. play all day long... taste the goodness of life... and den jc... haix... life is just so hectic... anw... i have to carry on mugging liaox...

-kris-

some brief update

2005-03-14T19:13:00.000+08:00

OKAI. i went to watch a series of unfortunate events! and it so friggin ROCKS. but its a super duper sad sad story lah... sigh...

ohwells. i tried hard to get into the bdiv. but it might be a blessing in disguise after all. :(( gots more time to study? haix. i give up on rick tan lah. he's like so uncoordinated. and he expects us to read his mind so we'll always know what he's talking about. tho half the time he's like preaching and spouting nonsense and wasting time. ugh. oooh yes. nats is next week. egg-citing!! but i wanna go for sports day lehh! sigh. anw. yepp. sji and us are in the same squad. even more interesting. hahah. okai.

back to happier stuff. lotsa. busy looking thru the unfortunate events webby now. too interesting. and omg. emily browning is sooo chio!! ahahah. ok. bb! later.

2005-03-05T14:07:00.000+08:00

reality is harsh..
we have to accept certain things..
no matter what..
nothing is easy..
it may not be easy to accept certain things in life..
enduring the pain is tedious process..
but the pain will go away eventually..
whether it will leave a scar is unpredictable..

some say tt life is predestined..

everything in life is destined..

we can onli try to change..

whether we can succeed is another thing..

even love is predestined..

its whether u find the correct one matched in heaven..

we dun noe who it is..

for some..

the process may be tedious..

it is life..

have u ever wondered why we have to endure such pain..

while some others are leading a smooth sailing life?..

its all predestined..

i can never understand the unfairness..

i noe the world is never fair..

it can never be fair..

i believe tt one will someday get his/her rightful verdict..

no matter what it is..

we can never blame anyone else but ourselves..

i noe the feeling of a pasting love..

it is never easy to see..

it is never easy to endure..

it is never easy to accept..

it is always never easy..

tt is life..

we have to go through it no matter what..

it is then we can grow from it..

we can learn from our mistakes..

nobody is infallible..

we are humans..

its only normal tt we cry.. smile..

we can hate..

but sometimes...

its very hard to continuing to hate a person..

it is a very painful process..

if u have been through it..

u would never want to go through the process again...

people can tell u..

but they can never understand u..

understand the pain u are going through..

they say they understand u..

but can they?..

it is never easy to understand the pain..

it cuts through ur heart..

leaving a scar tt will never go away..

-kris

Missy Higgins- Scar

2005-03-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

He left a card, a bar of soap and a scrubbing brush next to a note
That said "use these down to your bones"
And before I knew I had shiny skin and it felt easy being clean like him
I thought "this one knows better than I do"

A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle
He tried to cut me so I'd fit

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could've gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

So the next one came with a bag of treats,
she smelled like sugar and spoke like the sea
And she told me don't trust them, trust me
Then she pulled at my stitches one by one,
looked at my insides clicking
her tongue and said "This will all have to come undone"

A triangle trying to squeeze through a circle
She tried to cut me so I'd fit

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?

I think I realized just in time, although my old self was hard to find
You can bathe me in your finest wine but I'll never give you mine
'Cos I'm a little bit tired of fearing that I'll be the bad fruit nobody
buys
Tell me, did you think we'd all dream the same?

And doesn't that sound familiar? Doesn't that hit too close to home?
Doesn't that make you shiver; the way things could have gone?
And doesn't it feel peculiar when everyone wants a little more?
And so that I do remember to never go that far,
Could you leave me with a scar?
Could you leave me with a scar?

Written By Missy Higgins & Kevin Griffin

- im so addicted to this song. :)) something on a brighter note. go listen.
<3>

blardy arse of a coach o.0

2005-03-04T21:38:00.000+08:00

uncle rick is so indecisive?! can you just freaking make up your mind? if we're just the 2 remaining players that will 100% be in the reserve team.. THEN JUST TELL US WE ARE LAH! wah lao. and you said you'll call us tonight. HAHA. WOW. LIKE I SO BELIEVE YOU EH?! wah lao. cao peh lor. you're nt a professional coach can. where got coach anyhow change his mind one lor. pur-lease. and can you be more impartial?! oh pls. forget it. i dont wanna say anymore. the more i say, the more pissed i'll be.

-sher

doom's coming

2005-03-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

haix...sianz larx... coach is a freaking preacher larx... onli talk and talk and talk all day... as if talking would help our bowling get better... be practical larx!.. aiyo... waste time all day... alr not enuff time alr... still wanna waste somemore... siaox arx... anw... my L1R5 veri bad... erm... seriously bad... because my results are like shit... totally shity like mad larx.. haix... subjects supposed to get A1 nv get... supposed to improve... deprove... manz... i am so dead larx... so very dead... and oso... my life is damn hectic... wanna go for auntie kat trng oso cannot even find time to go... i have stuff on everyday of my life... i am so tired... so so tired...
decided tt i wld clarify tonite... haix... hope i have the courage ba... so idiotic larx...

-kris

wah seh. can die man. ;)

2005-02-22T20:01:00.000+08:00

thanks for the encouragement.. haha. tho today wasnt roll-off! seems like we're gonna have them together eh? haha... :) MAIN AIM OF THE GAME: R E L A X!! yay! haha... anw... good luck for tmr!!!

yepp... had trng today. uncle rick lah! wah lao... get the wrong info... then had a misunderstanding, wad supposed to go grassroots but ended up @ tamp safra continuing spare tests. he want us to die ah! everyday oso spare test. and AS USUAL, i failed my pin 10. but my pin 7 80%!! haha. :) not too bad. yepp...

got back emath today too. miss lui is HORRIBLE INCORRIGIBLE! ugh. wth lor... minus all the stupid marks!! wah lao... sai lah! my ans is correct, she gave me zero cos i nvr use 4sf for working... and wahtever crap reason she gave lah! then... got the stupid wad... dont leave 2 lines -1 mark lor... wth. anw... im quite happy lah. at least i got 11/11 for loci and 13.5/14 for cumulative frequency graph. :)) haha. yepps. ok. tt's abt all. and one more thing, the pic above rox right? :)) omg renfu is so freakking shuai lahhh!!!!!! my tian. can faint man! esp tt take!! wah laooo~~~~~~~~~ haha. :)

*-sher

i dun noe..

2005-02-21T19:44:00.000+08:00

i am shocked at wat i found out 2dae... and i am seriously not looking foward to 23 march 2005.. i have no face to face pple.. i hope things have not gone to far out... i hope i can salvage it.. i realli cannot believe tt i was living in ignorance... i did not expect u to noe and i hope tt onli u noe... i hope tt u are different frm some OTHER pple hu go round telling pple... i will die if u do tt also... sometimes things are not realli wat u think they are... things have become very very complicated and i realli dun noe where i shld start... how am i gg 2 clear up the mess tt a stupid idiotic person has created?.. have i done something tt has offended tt particular nosey parker tt splurted out all the nonsense?.. wat have i done to u?.. something very wrong tt u have to do this to me?.. consequences can be dire if u just make one wrong move... i cant turn back the clock and just have to move on... but how to?.. where am i supposed to start?.. i am not running away but just trying veri hard.. but i realised tt it is not enuff.. wat is enuff?... dun simply believe wat u hear out dere.. no matter where... pple can come up wif lotsa rubbish shit tt totally have no trace of origin.. and those shld belong in hell..

-kris-

always look on the bright side of life!

2005-02-20T16:39:00.000+08:00

5566 鞋子生日快乐！

sigh. i dont know what to say. im in such a dilemma. horrible. incorrigible. things have gone 太 over 了！我不懂怎么解释，不懂表达自己，可是，我觉得我的原则是最重要的。很抱歉，那是我的本性，我无法改正它，希望你能了解.

whoot. i hope things turn for the better on tuesday. and what tt person did, its was a little 过分，不应该突然的去传那种“绯闻”。 sigh. it seems like i express it better in chinese eh? tee hee ...

today's meant to be a happy day. :) yepp. and hopefully. i'll get my ipod shuffle soon. heh. :P anw... gotta go study chinese alr...

peace out everyone.~

come straight to me!

2005-02-20T14:18:00.000+08:00

i hate u... whoever u are... I HATE U! dun go arnd spreading things tt will ruin someone's reputation... it will cause harm to the person and u will never noe how it feels... if i ever noe hu u are... better be careful... i will return an eye for an eye! this is a msg to the stupid idiotic jerk... u noe hu u are.. if u are reading this... I DETEST U! just lock urself in the room and nv come out again!... i will nv forgive u... NEVER!... u this type of person... shld not speak again... it will onli cause more harm... GET LOST AND NEVER APPEAR AGAIN! COWARD!

-kris-

go away~~~

2005-02-19T21:56:00.002+08:00

I NEVER LIKE TO HIDE... u noe it urself... i dun like anything u have done... i detest it....do some reflecting.. go away~

-kris-

sigh

2005-02-19T21:49:00.000+08:00

oh wells. back to happier stuff. kris, relax k... dont worry. its just a comment. dont be too bothered by it kae.

went for archaeological dig. haha. wished azyan would dig a hole for herself. azyan is just sooo funny. anqi, ann and bandana~ thx for coming k!!
real tired. and trying to do the layout now.
ok...

byebye!
kris: sigh.

-sher.

hate myself for being me.

2005-02-18T22:35:00.000+08:00

hahah. testing testing. one two three. i dont like uncle rick. lol. wah lao. roll off was shitty. bleagh. let's vent our anger here man. it'll do us good. haha.
i must at least get 150 or 160 avr next time le. :( SIGH. i really dont like uncle rick... first he must copy sji's method of selections... wah lao.. damn swai lah! then grassroots... dunno how the lanes will be like somemore. wah liao. sure die liaox lah... coach choose de, sure kena kicked out liaox. help!

-sher.

p.s i hope the song works. :)

its not so easy

2005-02-18T22:26:00.000+08:00

haix... rolloff sux like hell man... my average can go and die liaox larx... so idiotic... i must like score real good nxt rolloff to be able to at least secure a space okie... damn... i shld amputate my hand sia... *sob*.. anw... saw peeps 2dae at victors... whoa... many pple larx... yay... i collected my card... hahax... but... overall... todae was shity... because my bowling suxed... and i got back my emaths paper... arghhh... damn 2dae... haix... stupid sia... shld i go grassroots 2 bowl and see?... scared the lanes will fail me on tt fateful dae sia... i cant afford to make anymore mistakes alr.. i have alr made enuff 2dae... if i make somemore... i am doomed sia... shit manx... i wanna go team larx... but 2dae just not my dae lorx.. oh manx.... feel like crying now...

-kris-

tk_bowling4eva

aftermath of A'div

randomed.

blank-ness

New Lease of Life

not dead. dont worry.

Resigned to fate?/hk trip

Finally back

O'S ARE OVERRRRRRR!

aftermath of prelims

sadsadSAD

chinese Os!!!

life has to go on

i hate me.- to the core. "sherz

its me// sherlene

*go away phagocytes*

INITIAL D; SHERLENE

lets welcome back ms sherlene!

WELCOME ME BACK PLS.

sho sianzzzz...

screwed up larx

luv all my frenz

memories that will always be remembered.

im back!

ragnarok rox

is life gonna get better?

sigh. im so lost. confused.

moving on wif my life

what a nice surprise!

when i think of u

celebration of 16 years of my life

happy belated bday! :)

half-slacking

some brief update

Missy Higgins- Scar

blardy arse of a coach o.0

doom's coming

wah seh. can die man. ;)

i dun noe..

always look on the bright side of life!

come straight to me!

go away~~~

sigh

hate myself for being me.

its not so easy

go away phagocytes